MinaMeow

So, I received a message from “HoodedDickPirate” on CollarMe today. To be honest, from the guys handle I knew it was going to be “precious,” but I didn’t expect this:

you may be interested in my Masters yahoo group on humiliation..he is an expereinced Master 40 into scene for 20 years plus……..  we are both into no strings sessions…he has a stable of contacts.  all the pics on his site are his from sessions there are 100′s.  thanks you.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/sssubsofmasterm     

Ummm, yeah… I honestly don’t even know to respond. My brain has gone numb… and that says something.

This picture (and all the feelings that came up with it) brought me back to a conversation with Lee as we were driving in the car one of the last days before he left on his trip. We were talking about humiliation play and the term he prefers to use (which I won’t mention here because he’ll prolly want to trademark it). In any case, the picture really triggered me… as well as the letter than either he wrote or likely put her up to writing. It’s funny… not much phases me- unless I get the sense that something isn’t truly consensual. I’m all for deliberately playing with fears, trigger-points, and whatever gets you hot, but when things feel a little too much like abuse, I balk. Considering my background, gee, I wonder. LOL

Anyways… I was troubled by the picture and wanted to share it. I don’t know… perhaps this gets her hot. Perhaps she REALLY liked that. Who knows? I certainly will never find out, but it just seems like an immature “dom” playing a childish prank on a 56 year old woman.

Hmmm… maybe that’s the trigger? Same age as my mom (I think)… perhaps it just bothers me that someone could be abusing my (or someone else’s) mom? *shrugs*