MinaMeow

When I got off work last night, I headed back to the cabin and jumped in the shower and got dressed up for the evening. Wearing a new pink and black garter skirt, demi bra, ripped fishnet thigh-his, and my New Rock boots, I headed to midnight snack to catch up with the rest of the folks at camp and ran into the Monika and the rest of my cabin-mates. Because of my shoot with Kink.com tomorrow, I knew that I couldn’t do any hard play last night. No impact, no bruises. So, when I found out that Monika was planning to do a mummification scene with Sensual Sadist, I was all over it like white on rice. Hmmm… let me think on this a little… get wrapped in saran wrap to my girl? Yeah, that was a REAL hard decision to make- NOT! ;)

So, we all headed to the barn and planned to have both of us wrapped to poles facing each other. Monika was wrapped up first, so I of course had to tease her a bit. Grabbing a knife from Sensual Sadists’ massive collection, I cut open the saran wrap down by her legs and sliced up to her pussy. Ripping the saran wrap, I parted her pussylips and dove my head between her legs. Suckling at her labia and teasing her clit with my tongue, I breathed in her scent and lapped at her juices as she wiggled and moaned against the pole. After teasing her for a bit, I winked at her impishly and then allowed SS to bind me to the opposite pole. Held down against the pole, I watched as he toyed with Monika stroking her face and body with various knives. I loved watching her face full of bliss as he pulled her hair and pulled them across her neck and whispered in her ear. I loved locking eyes with her- I enjoyed the look of hunger as she peered back at me.

When SS was done with Monika, he cut her out and they left me tied. Monika delighted in returning the favor by getting on her knees and teasing me with her mouth. After a while, they pulled me off of the pole and hefted me to a bondage table and bound me to it. Voraciously licking and sucking at my clit and fingering my cunt. Before long, she had me screaming and writhing in ecstasy. I was screaming so loud from the non-stop orgasms that several friends of ours could hear me from the main dungeon across camp. She had me in the throes of bliss until the wee hours of the morning. Ah… camp. Gotta love it!

Monika and I left for Leather Retreat after getting all of 2 hours of sleep the night/morning before. Packing and working into the night, we didn’t lay down until 5am or so, and then had to get up early to avoid tickets because of alternate side street parking. (Joy.) So, exhausted and charged at the same time, we set off for Leather Retreat at stupid o’clock in the morning and headed down to start our week at camp! :)

Upon arriving, we got busy setting up and decorating our cabin, Sadists Lair. Not long after arriving, I ran into Alan who, according to Monika, eyed me like prey. After getting settled in, we set off to the pool with friends for some skinny dipping fun. Despite the buzzing mud wasps flying around scaring me silly, Monika bopped me around in the water like a little and we made out like two adolescent teenagers (what else is new, right?). I go Little with Monika so easily… it’s incredibly sweet. I love how she makes it possible for me to let go and surrender… I can giggle and feel like all is right in the world. And with her, it is. :)

After fun in the pool, we both headed back to the cabin to dress and reconvene with our cabin-mates before dinner. After dinner, I had plans for a stun gun scene with Alan- OMG, it was awesome! As Monika and I approached the dungeon, we found Alan standing outside waiting for his victim (me). We walked in and the scene began. My eyes covered, wrists bound in cuffs, and tied to the suspension rig, he began to build the fear and worked my nerves as he titillated my senses with the feel and sound of the stun guns. He started with the low voltage, but quickly moved up to the big ones once he realized I could handle the pain. We went on for a little over half an hour until I was physically exhausted. Hopping and sometimes climbing on Alan trying to avoid the pain, the scene was a delight! When the scene was over, I was left feeling energized and ready for more.

After talking to Strap-on Jo earlier in the evening about strap-ons and looking forward to picking up some pointers at the strap-on party on Saturday, she approached me after my scene and asked if I wanted a hands-on tutorial… to which I delightfully said “yes.” We left the dungeon and headed back to her cabin where she showed me her collection of cocks. Once we had decided on the ones we wanted to try, we headed to Sex-O-Rama where she had me screaming with pleasure for what seemed like hours. She probed my pussy and my ass in such delightful ways and then fucked me with her strap-on. Yum! Another friend of ours happened to stop by during our escapade and joined us in some fun. By the time we were done, she and I had fingered him together and then I placed my entire fist in his ass! Wow… after giving him about 6 orgasms just from prostate stimulation, you can bet I’ll be doing that more often! OMG, that was so totally hot! After our debauchery, the three of us headed to midnight snack for some yummy snacks and to meet up with friends.
Afterwards, I headed back to my cabin to get some downtime. I spoke with Gordon of Sacred Marks Sanctuary about a phoenix cutting I’d like to do, and then headed off to sleep. I woke up to Monika sliding in next to me and cuddling me to sleep. Mmmm… sleeping next to her warm body is oh so sweet.

We woke up late since there were no morning classes today. At lunch, I was approached by Sarah Sloane to be her demo bottom for her “Press Here for More Options” G-spot class… and of course I agreed to do it. :) The class was small and ended up being a hands-on class; after a review of anatomy and technique, Sarah had me climb into the sling and started to explore my body. First one finger, then two… and then after a while, she had her entire fist in my cunt. As she discovered my inner secrets, she shared with me what she found and helped me understand my own body and also how to apply the sensation to someone else. Processing the sensations in my body as she described the motions she was doing with her fingers inside me, I knew I was the student getting the lesson so that I could share my newfound knowledge with Monika. And, as you would imagine, I am anxious to share what I learned… if you know what I mean. ;P

After Sarah’s class, I headed to Lee Harrington’s “Inner Monsters for Tops” class. As usual, Lee’s class was thought-provoking and gave each of us a chance to share and commiserate with one another. Knowing we are not alone and that we are the same is a powerful lesson… as is gaining permission to be ourselves. Afterwards, Lee and I had some delicious conversation and connection and then headed to the mess hall for dinner. After a quick dinner, I headed to registration for my chore. After working from 7-11, I’m now ready to head back to my cabin for a shower before heading out to the dungeon for some play. i am hoping to do some needles with Dottie tonight! ;)

More later!

Turn On at Slag Gallery

For the very few who haven’t seen my naked ass, come see my ass (and other works by my friend, Keren Moskovitch) featured at “Turn On” at Slag Gallery in Chelsea! The show explores sexuality, sensuality, and the body in art and opens on July 2nd… I hope you’ll join us for a great night at the gallery!

Are you coming to TESFest this year??? If you haven’t registered, you should… it’s going to be a KICK-ASS weekend! So many awesome presenters and special events… and ME! ;)

Seven Days Left to Register Online for TES Fest 2009! Still Looking for a Ride or Roommate?

TES Fest 2009 is less than two weeks away! If you haven’t registered for the hottest event of the summer, there is still one week left to register online and save money!

On Sunday, June 28, 2009 at 11:59 PM Eastern Time, online registration will close and the cost of full-event passes will increase. There are hotel rooms still available but we are selling out fast. If you wait to register at the door, there might not be rooms available in our exclusive host hotel. Have no fear, for we will still help you find a room in the neighboring hotel.

If you’ve already registered for the event, that’s great! Whether you need to find a ride to the event or want to find a roommate, the TES Fest Community Area is just what you’re looking for. Fill out a profile and begin searching for a play date, roommate or to connect with old friends.

Register now at www.tesfest.org . The clock is ticking… You have until Sunday, June 28, 2009 at 11:59PM Eastern Time.

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Open the Curtain and Sneak a Peak at the TES Fest 2009 Special Events

TES Fest 2009 is more than just exceptional classes and a world class play space; from July 2 to July 5. We have over 40 special events to help us celebrate our favorite kinks together! Here is a sampling of what we have in store for you:

The party starts right as the doors open! For everyone who comes on Thursday, Jeff R. and Mistress Trish are jumpstarting your weekend with the Opening Night Mixer down by the pool.

After a full day of classes on Friday, start your night off with a Meet & Greet. There are a number of special interest group Meet & Greets, including the Novice Group, TNG and the Animal Planet. After these, we shall all come together for the General Meet & Greet in the Main Dungeon. Help support the National Coalition for Sexual Freedom by placing a bid at the Celebrity Auction for the chance to play with some of the hottest people in the scene. Spend the night floating at the Late Night Latex Pool Party, where Xris Smack will be dropping the club jams into the wee hours.

TES is nothing if not patriotic, and there is nothing more American than cooking food on open flames for the Fourth of July. Let us celebrate our freedom at the July 4th BDSM BBQ. After filling up, try your luck at the TES Fest Kinky Casino Royale, complete with off-track betting at the Seahorse Race Track.

Just because it’s the last day of TES Fest doesn’t mean that Sunday isn’t packed with even more special events. Whether you want to attend the Kinky Ladies’ Afternoon Tea Party or you want to throw down at the TES Fest Fight Club Night, just remember, the first rule of Fight Club is don’t talk about the Kinky Ladies’ Afternoon Tea Party…
err… uh… Fight Club.

Everyone deserves to be pampered, whether you’ve slaved away your day in five-inch stilettos or spent the night punching and whipping some willing bottom. Come to Cloud 9, where throughout the weekend, the angels will give you luxurious massages and the tender love and care you want.

Full Event, 2-Day and Single Day Passes are on sale today, and hotel rooms are still available. Don’t be left out because you waited till the last minute. We sold out last year and expect to do so this year. Register now at www.tesfest.org !

Grappling with mortality, body image, and the impermanence of all things. In a word- samsara. So much going on… so much coming up… so many feelings of elation, fear, sadness, love, sorrow, frustration, inadequacy, tenderness….

And then, this song comes up… and I lose it. My eyes start to well and my face is streaked with tears. Memories and feelings take over and I’m a mess… I give in to the vulnerability and let it consume me. I feel myself swallowed up and overcome by the immense hole of sadness, fear, and loneliness. I feel the love inside me swell, and then soar back to the clouds. I am blessed. Amidst all of this tragedy, I know that the universe has a lesson for us. I know there is something to be gained… something beautiful. I may not know it or understand it… but I give myself over and pray it is gentle with us.

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“Somewhere I Belong”

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I’ll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

For those of you who haven’t already heard, I’m going to be in this year’s NYC Sex Blogger Calendar! Woot! Diva and I will be shot by Barbara Nitke and featured for the month of November… how exciting is that? ;)

So… how can you support the cause, you ask? Well, I’ll tell you! For an amazing value, you can purchase a day in the calendar and Pre-order your copy of the calendar which helps to support sex-positivity… so, check out http://www.sexbloggercalendar.com/ to support a more pleasure-positive world. :)

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The NYC Sex Blogger 2010 Calendar would once again would like to offer everyone, businesses, readers and fellow bloggers, the opportunity to join in the fun and excitement, as well as promote yourselves in the 2010 NYC Sex Blogger Calendar – Visions of Sexual Freedom. That means for $30 you can pre-order our calendar along with a day of your choice in the calendar and personalize it.

If you’re a business think about buying one day each month and being remembered all year or if you have special sales to promote, you can even include a promotion code for a specified time period. If you’re a blogger you can have your blog url on your day, or if you’re a reader, any personal message – you can wish us luck or send a greeting to your favorite blogger or celebrate your birthday or anniversary – up to 80 characters will be printed on your day. That $30 includes one pre-ordered calendar (shipping is extra) with all funds in excess of our expenses going directly to Sex Work Awareness. You can purchase as many additional days as you like depending upon availability for $10 each. Although this is a 2010 calendar, we are on an extremely tight schedule and can only sell days through June 28, 2009 in order to give our graphic designer enough time before the finished calendar must be sent to the printer.

By clicking one of the “Buy A Day” buttons you’ll be taken to the Audacia Ray’s Waking Vixen store to make your purchase. Some of you will remember last year that we used a Paypal account at first but after being reviewed by Paypal twice due to the word “sex” in our name we moved the sales to Dacia’s store to avoid the risk of having our account shut down by Paypal. What some of you may not know is that when Paypal shuts an account for what they feel is a violation of their TOS they confiscate all funds in that account.

When you complete your sale you may use the section titled “Shipping Instructions” to list your top three choices for dates on the calendar you want along with your 80 character message. Within 24 hours you will recieve an email confirming your date(s) on the calendar. If you are purchasing more than one day on the calendar please just indicate your choice of dates and we will follow up with you by email for these 80 character messages you would like.

We hope you will consider this a fun and creative way to promote your blog or just as a way to share in the pleasure and excitement this project has been bringing us in our effort to make our community and world a better, more sex-positive place to live.

Have you seen this? I can’t believe it… I’m going to be in the 2010 NYC Sex Blogger calendar… wow, ain’t that some hot shit?! ;)

For those of you that don’t know, the NYC Sex Bloggers Calendar is unique in bringing together several of NYC’s writers, filmmakers and sex educators with twelve outstanding photographers and incorporating the participation of the larger sex-positive commUNITY to our efforts to support Sex Work Awareness. Last year’s calendar made the Speak Up! media training for sex workers possible and with our commUNITY’s continued support, who knows what we can accomplish this year.

The NYC Sex Blogger Calendar is an amazing effort to increase sex worker awareness, sexual freedom, and community… and I’m excited to be a part of it this year! If you’d like to support the cause by becoming a sponsor or by selling copies, please contact Diva at nycsexbloggerscal@gmail.com.

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So, it seems life is really starting to take off for this crazy cat… here’s why:

I am in the process of making plans to be in my first x-rated porn film… a tickling video! I’m trying to find time to do some modeling with various photographers that have approached me in various states. AND, I’m thinking of PinkandWhiteProductions about doing Queer Porn. :) I’m also scheduled to teach my class, “So you want to be a Slut?” at TES in July, am possibly teaching a genitorture class at CampOUT in June, and am demo-bottoming for the fabulous Lee Harrington at Floating World in August. I’m also attending TESFest, Dark Odyssey Summer Camp, and am hoping to pay for Leather Retreat with the funds from my first tickling video. :)

So, yeah, on top of all the other amazing things going on, life is fucking amazing! Yum!

Alphabet Soup… Serving up Solidarity!

New York City’s monthly sex-positive gathering for the entire community!

Uniting the LGBTPQ, FABGLITTER, and other sex-positive communities, Alphabet Soup serves up solidarity! Queer or straight, trans or cisgendered, kinky or vanilla, poly or mono, or anything in between… come be among friends!

Alphabet Soup is for ALL kinksters and sex-positive folk to gather regardless of gender, sexual orientation, race, age, relationship paradigms, lifestyle preferences, etc.

Every 4th Thursday at DTox

31 2nd Ave, between 1st & 2nd St. (near the 2nd Ave V/F trains)

7pm – 11ish

Buy 1, Get 1 Drink Specials until 10pm

This event is FREE.

Come as you are… no judgments, no labels, no rules!

For more information, go here

 Last Day to Save at Babeland… choose your discount for great values on sex toys and other amazing stuff! Heat up your summer with sexy savings! ;)

The Week in Kink (WinK#34)